do you now how i can go from hiv neg to being hiv poz by a poz conversion party or how i go about puting one together
Check out BarebackRT, Men4Bareback, or Bareback Exchange.
I'm sure you can find someone there willing to help you.
But please think long and hard before going through with this. It is your health and your health is a gift.
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It is always amazing to me when I hear that someone want to PURPOSELY become POZ. I am newly POZ and I was not doing drugs or BB. I became POZ from the condom breaking. I think the guy needs to seek therapy. I mean no disrespect, just my opinion.
I struggled with this question. I was not sure whether to answer it and post it or leave it alone.
I do believe he needs to seek counseling or therapy. And maybe seek out a HIV+ support group as well.
Again, I do my best to have no judgments towards others.
Wow Breeding Jock, great response. I have the same issue with my blog. I have received some "questionable" responses but have to ask myself if I should post the response or not. I have decided to NOT post them on my blog. But I have changed my mind because everyone is entitled to their opinion...so no more censoring of my blog LOL.
I read these comments and I have to wonder if these people think this way because they feel that it's inevitable that they'll eventually wind up POZ.
My other half is POZ. I'm not. He's the top and I'm the bottom.
We've been fucking like rabbits since 2002 and I'm still NEG. We both watch out for my health and so far we've been successful. After 8 years of doing what we do, I have no patience for straight people who get pregnant even though he was "pulling out" before he climaxed. I know for a fact that you can successfully pull out in time if you want to.
It's all about using the big head to do the thinking and it's valuing life and your health.
POZ is NOT an inevitability!!!!!
Wow that is seriously messed up, I just read a story about a "poz party", I can't believe what I've read. I knew there are people out there that are poz, and don't inform the people that they are going to sleep with. But I have a difficult time wrapping my head that there are people out there that are intentionally going out of their way to become infected. I have for years surpressed my sexual desires to bottom out of fear of getting H.I.V., I mean, whether or not protection is used is not a 100% guarantee of safety. I'm 29 years old, and have only been with 3 guys, either oral or j.o., because this fear is so great for me. I had an opportunity to bottom with a really hot guy, but I ended up backing out. The first time we had arranged to meet he didn't show up, the second time we arranged to meet, I cancelled because of this fear. In all honesty don't go around seeking something that will slowly kill you, and give you the possibility of infecting others. It's not fair to the people that this person that posted this question, he's going out of his way to become poz, that's his choice as f'ed up as that is. But something tells me that the people he may be sleeping with won't be so lucky to have that option. If he has a death wish, I'm pretty sure there are other means that can be used that doesn't effect others physically. Only emotionally. My uncle committed suicide, but to me, that is way better than going out of his way to get a disease, and possibly spread it to others.
@Dave--
I think you need help as much as the person who is trying to poz himself intentionally; your fear of HIV is preventing you from finding intimacy, and HIV today isn't tantamount to a slow death sentence. Yes, it's foolish to want to set up a conversion party. But it's equally foolish to let fear of HIV keep you from living a healthy sex life.
Conversion party??? How much sicker (literally) can it get???
What's the purpose of that??? What's gained by it??? Does this guy know what's involved when you're HIV+ - taking drugs (and NOT recreational ones!), having your blood and body checked constantly, having a weakened immune system that's prone to all kinds of deceases.
This guy doesn't need a conversion party, he needs a shrink!
For anonymous:
I think you're totally right, I have actually been speaking to someone in regards to my fear. It is something that I shouldn't let control one aspect of my life. I have actually slowly become more active, I just make sure to take certain precautions that's all such as I supply the protection.
BreedingJock,
I understand your desire to remain partial and avoid the unfair judgement of others. But while it is an admirable quality, I think you must think hard if what you have done here has achieved your goal.
By answering as you did, by offering opportunities for infection rather than opportunities for counselling or therapy, you are, in effect, condoning this person's desire to infect himself with a debilitating, incurable disease.
Respecting other people's opinions and choices does not mean standing aside and watching a man cut off his own, healthy leg, or watching as he slits his wrists and bleeds out.
I am of the personal opinion that everyone is entitled to choose his way of life, and the way to end it, as well. But it is our responsibility, as a caring society, to help others make their choices knowing what the options are. And by pointing his in this direction, you've absolved yourself from responsibility, under the pretext of avoiding judgement.
Burke.
Blogs like this promote unhealthy sexual behaviors. Fucking grown man acting like tweacked out Tina queens. If homosexuals will unite as one and not as many subculture we all be happier. People like breeding jock promote homosexuality as a lifestyle and must act a acertain way to fit into a subculture. Bananas!!!! All
I can say.
Wow. This has created the furvor that I thought it would.
Yes, Burke, I did offer opportunities for infection. While I didn't explicitly say "Get Counseling," I told him to "think long and hard" about this. And I reminded him that his "health is a gift."
Dave...I'm glad you are seeing a professional. I would hate for you to miss out on living your life.
Hewcooper badass...my blog does NOT promote anything. It is merely my life and how I choose to live it. And yes, I do believe the homosexual community should unite to support one another.
You can't possibly be surprised that someone would come to this site to ask you how to go about seroconverting in a celebratory way, can you?
Putting 2 and 2 together isn't passing judgment, it's just pointing out "duh".
You have 'BAREBACK PRIDE', man! You "fuck [bareback] without fear!"
You say you have "no limits" sex. Is that posturing or should we take it literally?
If literally, then the guy looking to intentionally seroconvert falls into your umbrella behavior, doesn't it?
If not literally, then are you being literal about actually, literally being consciously Parade-level Proud?
Every dick that goes into your ass, every load of cum, you never wonder if this is the load that's going to do it? If not make you HIV+, if you aren't already, then wonder if this will be the one that adds yet another strain of HIV that is resistant to meds or is just that final one or ten or ten thousand mutations of HIV that will finally overtake your immune system and tilt the odds against you and hasten you along to your end, deflating those big muscles and leaving your skin hanging off of you like all those Treasure Island Models you find so hot?
You welcome questions. These are questions. Not judgments.
They are not rhetorical questions. They are intended to be answered. They are not intended to instill fear because I firmly believe what you say when you say you fuck without fear. Note that I did not ask you if you were *afraid* of each load, I asked if you ever wonder, in the moment.
I'm glad there's someone as candid as you and I'm glad that you choose what to be candid about and shut down anyone who insists you be candid about things you have stated you will not be candid about (like your relationship status). Good for you.
But if you believe that you have no effect on people, why do you write this? Why would you invite questions? Why would you answer? I know you know you affect others. That much is settled.
If everyone lived his life and assumed that he could do as he liked because it's his own life and that were that, well, there'd be things like pandemics.
You offered expert advice to think seriously. It also makes you wonder if this person might already be hiv positive.
Love god of biscuits -
breeding jock is
not but another mktg strategy of porn sites that pretentious to be regular folks who use the net to promote an unhealthy lifestyle. Absolutely BJ has an effect on other people. And sadly some stupid people think that whatever the internet says is correct. What a bunch of dumb asses. As I have stated before real blogging is dead. Wake up BJ you are responsible for the things you writeand promote.
God damn it- sometimes I wish there wasn't a 1st amendment so stupid people like BJ would not write shit like this. Enough said. Wake up you dumb asses.
To God of Biscuits and Hewcooper badass--
Do you two feel better now? Do you?
Breeding Jock- THHHHHAAAAAANNNNNKKK YOU(!) for posting this (important question). And thanks to the majority for chiming in common sense. Like the majority, we agree that it's really a shame that soo many young guys out there are on this Road To Get Pozed. WTF is that about?? We try to wrap our minds around it and just don't get it.
Do we believe that therapy would help? Yes! Why, because clearly, these guys are either depressed, have lo self-esteem or going through some trying personal issue that they feel the need to get themselves infected. It's kinda like saying, "Oh, I want to contract cancer." Who the fuck says that?????
Over the past few months, we've been posting this Positive Loads series. If you or anyone is interested, check it out.
http://thirty3nakedlaydies.blogspot.com/search?q="positive+loads"
We try to cover all basises as it concerns the question asked. The ff link talks about the virus itself and how indestructible we aren't.
http://thirty3nakedlaydies.blogspot.com/2009/12/positive-loads-bare-facts-about-hiv.html
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